Didn't take meds yesterday to see what pain and disability was being masked. Shocked to barely be able walk across length of Costco (not up & down aisles, just as the crow flies) and was a shaking, crying exhausted mess for it. Suprisingly didn't suffer any "withdrawal" type of symptoms (headache, nausea, shaking, mood swings) - felt the same old me; just with exponentially more pain and bone tired from simple actions like walking to the bathroom. This begs inspection though - if I can't even buy Ranch dressing without medication; how far into my recovery am I? If the answer is, "not far" then what the heck am I doing cooking/cleaning/schooling/crafting - generally resuming my high standards for personal output?
Something to think about over the weekend. Thoughts?
P.S. And yes, among other things, I put the soybeans back in the cupboard for a later introduction.